Knowingly Unloved

That now you’re complaining about being ignored  >,> welcome to my world afew months ago doesn’t feel good does it?

I’m contemplating texting you… but I’m not sure how it’ll go..

It’s hard without your optimism… I just constantly feel like death… how I use to :(

A desolate wasteland of cold winds and pregnant 16 year olds that can almost fake love better then me wooh

As I’m dancing back and fourth between anguish and optimism I have come to realize that it’s all an illusion that’s just what love is… We try to find these people that make us as happy as we can be but we should soon realize that really it’s not real… It’s Fake non realistic a lie.

I feel like we may never speak to eachother again and that sucks

and stay up until 5 AM talking again D: that.. is all…

Drinking to much and Socially smokin… Last night I asked you to marry me.. that’s when I remembered the brandi…